Home is currently a family of five. Complete J
It’s been a while since the household has been this lively. The recent family dinner that we had in Ampang made me feel like a kid again. Having you parents around means they’ll always be paying for your material needs, making you feel wonderfully happy at the end of the day when you are able to get what you want without paying J
On the other note, it also relived the childhood mentality of living under the dominant parent rule; in my case, the father figure. Having him around means that I would always have to take note of what I wear. Something that is deemed to be indecent would definitely be a no-no. Other than that, the silent behaviour of texting your friends (or in my case, the boyfriend) discreetly to avoid any unwanted investigatory questions to pop out.
There’s just the relation – the parent and the child. The parent makes the rule, and the child follows. I would love to nurture the relation further in building a new level of trust and even friendship with my dad, but it is now a matter of him accepting my readiness. I don’t know if he’s already sub-consciously giving me the green light to build a new life for myself (career, love life etc), but I’m waiting for a sign.. A sign to indicate unconventionality! And I darn hope that it’ll come soon!
I am aware of myself as being the most rebellious child, but the lion will now choose to linger. I believe the good things will definitely come to those who wait (reasonably).
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